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Why is it cool to have mood disorders?

Now, I know that mood disorders are serious and many people suffer from them and do not think they're cool in the slightest, but depression really seems to be a trend lately. It seems like every MySpace page I go to, there it is, listed in the "About Me" section "BY THE WAYYY, I'M BI-POLAR!" No, you're not. I just have a really hard time believe that you're seriously manic depressive, and have absolutely no problem announcing that to your e-friends. If it is a serious problem, why do you brag? "My favorite color is yellow, my favorite movie is The Notebook, oh and I cut myself all the time." I just don't get it. People with serious issues don't talk like that. Do you want attention that bad? I think you're confusing manic depression with histrionic personality disorder. Why doesn't anyone ever brag about that one?

I would be a terrible therapist. I just can't take anyone seriously when they brag about self-mutilation and severe depression.

It's official. Everyone has lost their fucking minds.

I guess stupid ideas are contagious. Just when I think one person is the biggest idiot on earth, someone else comes along and completely proves me wrong. Is there a contest going on that I'm unaware of? Who can be the biggest dumbass?

Now, I'm not saying I'm perfectly sane all the time either. In fact, I'm almost convinced that there is something in the air that is making everyone psycho. Including myself. But I'd like to think that I still at least have common sense. I know what a stupid idea is, and I'm pretty sure my brain is still working properly. I was just wondering if anyone else has noticed that everyone in the world is a fucking nutcase.

I forgot how much I love staying up all night. I stayed up until 3:30am last night doing absolutely nothing. I missed it so much. I feel like a grandma lately. All I really do is sleep. It sucks. I love not having to wake up to an alarm. I don't think there's much I hate more than my alarm clock.

I am really exhausted though. I woke up at 9am and couldn't fall back asleep. Ah well, I didn't want to sleep all day anyways. That's my issue. I love staying up all night, but I HATE sleeping all day. I have to find a middle ground that doesn't involve me be absolutely exhausted all the time. I can barely keep my eyes open right now but I have some serious studying I need to do. So why am I here? I don't wanna study! Ugh! Have you ever had a test come up and you realize you're not familiar with the material at all? And you have to completely learn something new in a few days? That suckksss. That's what I have to do by Wednesday, hahaha. I'm sure I'll be fine.

I'd rather watch I'm On A Boat forty more times. :D

I really need to talk with you.
I keep stepping on the vein
That keeps my lifeline flowing through.
I wanna be your perfect stick of glue,
But I don’t feel perfect at all.
Sad and insecure flaw.

I find it hard to hold conversations,
I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away.
It's not you, it's strictly me in this situation.
I’m wondering will it ever go away… just go away.